Josh Baker

Friday, 17 October 2008, 10:32

a good day...

I've got a feeling that today is going to be a good day. I'm gonna go to the fancy dress shop and get myself an outfit, then I'm gonna help buy loads of stuff ready for tomorrow's party. Got a lecture 2-5, then gonna probably stay in and have a few beers with the guys.

I'm pretty happy, had a great night with Lilly last night. Me, Lauren and Jordon went to the pub and saw her there already with that Owen guy again. Okay so that's not how you spell his name, I've been told, because he's Irish but anyway. So we went over and sat with them and things were pretty awkward from my side; all I saw was those two getting on really well and I felt a bit weird about it all. Anyway as soon as Lilly saw me a bit spaced out she came to join me at the bar and we had a really nice conversation.

She sat next to me when we sat down as well so it's obvious that she still does care about me. We had a great chat and I asked her to come to the party tomorrow, I don't know if she will though.
I ended up walking her home and I tried to be really confident but I think it was pretty obvious how I was feeling. She gave me a kiss on my cheek goodbye and I texted her saying night but didn't get a reply.

I'm feeling a lot more positive about us and think we can get on really well as friends first and foremost, and whatever happens after that well that'll be great. Hopefully she'll come to the party tomorrow and we'll get a chance to hang out and maybe I can win her round.

Smiles all round.