Josh Baker

Thursday, 18 September 2008, 18:45

just call me 'idiot'

Such an embarrassing day today... went shopping with Jordon for some last minute clothes for uni, and everything was going pretty good until I spotted Lilly Jenson in Topshop. I ducked out of the way [dont ask me why - it was all downhill for there - stupid decision] and Jordon asked me what I was doing. I made some excuse up about slipping over, when we hear Lauren squealing his name from across the store. She comes bounding over and Jordon's all happy and smiles... and then Lilly comes over following her and I just, I duno, she just looked so bloody gorgeous that I had to just get out of there. I looked a right mess, in scruffy jeans and old trainers and an old polo neck.

Then I heard Ollie's voice and it just all fucked up from there really, here's me hiding trying to pretend to browse at clothes and all I hear is Jord going "he's around here somewhere, i duno what he's up to" and he kept calling me unti I emerged from the clothes rack looking like a total idiot. I think Lilly was in her own world, cos by then she had wandered off to look at some of the clothes.

So luckily she didn't see me, and now she probably thinks I'm a fuckup, and because I was so stressed out with Summer I told Ollie the other night that I fancied her, without knowing that they were both friends...... so now to him and everyone else I really do look like a stupid lovestruck perve.