Josh Baker

Tuesday, 16 September 2008, 23:37

fucked off

Okay so Summer wasn't there. And her housekeeper told me she knew she was going into Leicester and staying over for her mum's birthday. So she told me to drive the hour down there, knowing that she wasn't going to be there.

She's clearly pissed off that I cancelled on her last night, but this was just her being horrible. There was no need to do it, she just wanted to piss me off. She knew I had to rush to get my stuff packed for Hallam cos I was coming down here. And so I got really angry, and I never get angry, which pissed me off even more. Ollie met me straight away at the pub and we had a few beers, in between me ranting and raving. I feel quite sorry for the poor bloke. We came home and played some ball in his fields and I'm just checking up on here whilst he helps his Mum out.

I've tried calling Summer a million times but she's not answering cos she's out for her precious meal, so I left her a voicemail telling her how I feel about things. I feel like going back over in the morning but I don't want to make a scene in front of her parents. I've just got a funny feeling that she's gonna turn up on Saturday and there's gonna be some kind of drama. My parents have worked really hard for this party and if she ruins it I'm gonna be really angry. But she's so unpredictable, I guess we won't know until we're there. I'm looking forward to it, and I'm hoping everyone's gonna turn up.

As for now, I think we're gonna go play some more ball, take my mind off things a bit.