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Tuesday, 16 September 2008, 03:29
adding fuel to the fire

I finally get it. I didn't know there was such a war raging, but I finally get it. Jordon filled me in on the way back from rugby today, and now it all kinda makes sense. Summer and Jord's new girlfriend - who I can finally call Lauren now that I know her name - used to be best mates, along with the Lilly girl I was talking about the other day. They all lived together at Hallam in the first year, and fell out at the beginning of summer. Summer turned into a bit of a bully to Lauren about her weight, which reverted into her becoming the super-skinny girl she is now. Lauren's really afraid of her, and all summer there's apparently been some kind of power stuggle going on between Camp Summer and Camp Lauren.

This all explains the little situation we all found ourselves in down at home the other day. So I've decided that's it. The next time I see Summer, I'm going to break up with her. I can hack her gossiping and bitching and whatever she does from day to day, but I can't be with someone who's so intent on ruining someone else's life. Lauren is now anorexic - she's like more or less six and a half stone, and about five foot nine. That's not cool. No wonder I thought she was loopy with the amount of shit Summer's put her through.

I'm really angry and Summer's been calling all day, although she didn't apologise once. She wanted me to take her out tonight but luckily Dad had set up a meeting at the car dealership, which was pretty cool.

Anyway, so the next time Summer called she sounded all excited and I seriously thought for a second that she was about to be nice. But then she started ranting on about how Lilly's broken up with her boyfriend because she's not into him any more, and he's heartbroken and she doesn't care and she's really heartless yadda yadda. I don't get how much of it is true but if she has broken up then I guess she's pretty upset about it, so I was mad at Summer too for going on about it. That Lilly seems like such a nice girl, I'm sure she's beating herself up about it, especially as Summer said they had been together for a long time.

So I'm guessing this power struggle has reached new heights with Summer trying to get one over on everyone else just like normal. Why am I only just seeing how much of a bitch she's being? I really feel sorry for some of the people she's hurt.

Jordon and Lauren seem to be getting on really well, I'm pretty pleased for him. She seems like a really nice girl but I still haven't had the chance to apologise to her about the other night. Hopefully she'll turn up to the party and I'll get the chance then. I realised the other day that she might actually bring Lilly as her +1, but if this break up is true then I'm guessing she's not going to come. Which is a bit of a shame really, cos I'd really like to talk to her.