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Sunday, 14 September 2008, 00:03
sucks...

Hung out with the guys all day tonight, but felt pretty down. I had to make it up to the guys big time for last night, although they were really sound, I think because they could tell I was so stressed out about the whole thing. You see, I'm starting to feel really resentful towards mine and Summer's relationships. I mean, yeah we've been together for eight months and she tells me it all the time but I've never told her I love her. I don't think I really do or ever have. I asked her out because she was so god damn hot, and I did enjoy being with her, I guess I still do, I'm just so fucked off with all this drama and high maintenence shit.

The guys now think I'm totally under the thumb, and my brother's not talking to me because Summer upset his new girlfriend. I don't know what their beef is with each other but it must have been bad for the poor girl to get so upset. I know Summer's a bitch, but I duno what to do about it. Anyway Jordon made me promise that I wouldn't get in touch with her all day, so I purposely left my phone at home so that I couldn't make contact.

I gotta apologise to his new girl as well for indirectly calling her loopy. It was honestly just because I heard she was a bit crazy, and I didn't know her real name (i still don't) so it just kinda stuck. Jordon's really bummed and doesn't know if she's coming to my party any more, so I gotta apologise asap. I bet she thinks I'm a right dick now and honestly I'm not.

Anyway had a good day with the guys watching Pool finally get one over on those arrogant fuckers, had a few beers and played on the Xbox. Feel a bit better about things now, looking forward to getting all my stuff moved down to the new house on wednesday and then my birthday at the weekend, should be a good one. Dad wants me to pick out a new car for my birthday but I feel a bit guilty, what with him paying so much for these parties. I'm thinking the new golf but... Summer doesn't like it.