Everything's pretty much settled down a little bit and things are a bit calmer. Mum's trying to be strong for Mikey and Dad's trying to be strong for Mum and... I'm just trying to support them as much as I can and make sure all the day to day stuff is sorted.

Journalist's have been ringing and there's been so many cards and flowers delivered, loads of our close friends have been around the house giving support and it's been a bit overwhelming for everyone.

Dad thinks that I should return home tomorrow and catch up with my essays over the weekend before uni starts again on Monday. I know he's right but I just don't want to leave everyone here. He said it's probably better if I see my friends and try and get things back to normal with Lilly... I know he's right again but I just can't make things right with Lilly, all I ever do it upset her no matter how hard she tries with me. I'm just an idiot, she's too good for me. I act too laid back when it comes to dating, and I've heard Eoghain's been paying her loads of attention and won't stop asking her out, and I guess she might like that kind of thing. I dunno. I guess I'll try and talk to her when things have calmed down a bit more.

Everything's pretty much settled down a little bit and things are a bit calmer. Mum's trying to be strong for Mikey and Dad's trying to be strong for Mum and... I'm just trying to support them as much as I can and make sure all the day to day stuff is sorted.

Journalist's have been ringing and there's been so many cards and flowers delivered, loads of our close friends have been around the house giving support and it's been a bit overwhelming for everyone.

Dad thinks that I should return home tomorrow and catch up with my essays over the weekend before uni starts again on Monday. I know he's right but I just don't want to leave everyone here. He said it's probably better if I see my friends and try and get things back to normal with Lilly... I know he's right again but I just can't make things right with Lilly, all I ever do it upset her no matter how hard she tries with me. I'm just an idiot, she's too good for me. I act too laid back when it comes to dating, and I've heard Eoghain's been paying her loads of attention and won't stop asking her out, and I guess she might like that kind of thing. I dunno. I guess I'll try and talk to her when things have calmed down a bit more.

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